Positive Sex Talk Group - Day 2

Ok, so on to Day 2, however, I apologize no photos for this day, or the next few I believe. We were all so much in the moment, that the memories will be instilled in my mind and forever treasured. Perhaps next time, I'll make requests of shots!

These Groups were originally created by the Moorehouse Foundation based out of California. http://www.lafayettemorehouse.com/ My beloved friends here in Philadelphia have been hosting these groups, leading them, and organizing the Basic And Advanced Sensuality Courses right here, in our neck of the woods, near and around Philadelphia, PA. I made a call to them several weeks ago, claiming I am ready to return to the juicy conversations and keep the dialogue going; or perhaps get it started ALL OVER again!

This past Saturday was my second appearance from my several year absence, and it was a night worth remembering. However, the 1st night, a week prior, was pretty damn funny too! (However, some of the people might feel I betrayed their privacy if I shared the depths of that weekend, because the conversations were flat out sexual and seductive, and extremely personal). This past Sat. the group was taken place in West Chester, and around 16 people were there. It started with a potluck and the sexy leaders being late, so we mingled for a while longer than normal.

I got to share in my excitement and passion over the night of Day 1 to those who had heard some major stories of prior Dom experiences I have had, and experiences I would have had given I was put in the position of leadership with some particular people in the room. This made several people crack up laughing; particularly Miss Goddess Leader in action; whom I find daringly and magically attractive! The person whom I first shared these experiences with is a positive, outgoing, Landmark Graduate, and outspoken gay man, whom I find HILARIOUS and charming!

There were many people there, from many walks of life, and several people I was immediately drawn to, were brilliant and mysterious women; one in particular who is a Clinical Psychologist. Her presence and intensity is so powerful, she could stare down a parade of mad men into tears! On our break I immediately took the opportunity to hug her into a long and warm embraced hug and she announced later in the group to me "You give REALLY good hugs!"

I sat in the front of the room with our Leaders, and my friends, and I offered to find another seat, but with the limited chairs and space, was held down next to this sexy man by his firm hands, with his words "NO, you are staying RIGHT here!" I got to flirt with him and his sexy wife as much as I wanted with my arms teasing their backs and my eyes watching their powerful love and seduction with each other in the front of the room. The way he stared at her lower back and butt in her tight leather skirt, while she moved to the edge in the loveseat and spoke so powerfully to the group, describing instructions for the next exercise, was so moving and erotic!

There were 2 men there, who had a passion for a term that could be interpreted as Bi-Sexual, but the word they used was more open and fluid and described the unlimited capacity to love another, no matter their sexual preference, and leaving it open to just loving. They called it Pansexual. One had a fascination and joy for using Electrical Shock in his foreplay and pre-requesite to seduction with his lovers. Everyone was extremely curios and in some ways afraid at this somewhat sadistic and masochistic form of sexual play. However, his excitement and amusement for the art made him appear curious to the outsider. His favorite part of the exercise was the "thrill of the shock and the unknowing of when it would happen again," and the "pleasure of the shock making waves that expanded inches from the focal point and put into a state of unknowing." I had no idea how to interpret any reaction to this "desire" of this man's, other than thinking, "hmm, this might be something I know someone else might like!" And, I could visualize how someone with a somewhat twisted mind would probably like this, but I'll just stay as an observer. No, thank you!

There was a woman there who hadn't been to an event of
this type before, nor knew what she was coming to, and it was extremely difficult for her to be in the presence of others so comfortable around their sexuality, but many of us acknowledged her for staying, in the midst of the discomfort and having the desire to move through her pain and still enjoy an evening of fun and perhaps deep healing of her own.

There was another man who described experiences from Burning Man, and the reason he has committed to going every year; his passion for dress up, and how the one event turned into a total business opportunity that lead to major success. I LOVED listening to his regular play of dressing up like a Vampire and giving out fake "blood" as drinks to the customers of the bar, and that it actually drew in MANY people from all over the world. What a testimony to following your dreams and listening to your heart!

The Group is consisted of three exercises; a mirroring exercise, someone who sits on the "Hot Seat" and is asked questions from the others in the room (any question of their desire that is), and then ends with sharing a Withhold from others in the room, or even those who are not even present that you might need to express something to get it off your shoulders. What was great about this event, was the ability to share my true sexual power and passion, that has been awakened from my own releasing of sexual predators and energy vampires; where I can now be my true self and let me heart and passion shine! About 4 people in the room shared how they adored my energy at the front of the room, my vivaciousness, passion, presence, and playfulness and "would love to see me leading the front of the room again!" So, perhaps this is something in the making, and another opportunity to help me move into leadership of my own!

The evening ended with a seductive kiss on my neck from the playful gay man whom considered questioning his stand in only liking men and thought, "hmm, you inspire me to think otherwise!" It was quite hilarious and fun, moving, and an opportunity to be fully self expressed; something I LOVE!