There comes a time in a man's life when they reach their sexual peak, and there comes a time in a woman's life when they've reached their sexual prime.
It has now been 2 years since I've healed completely from the rape, since post partum, have completed my relationship with my mom and we're close for the first time in my life (since I was 4) and am now doing Power Yoga classes again and getting back into shape and I'm only 2 MONTHS away from my 37th Birthday; the year women begin their cycle of explosive sexuality and passion. Given this is who I already was before, now it has reached a new height.
I feel like I did in my early twenties, when I had to masturbate or have sex practically every day to feel content. I was an extremely sexually promiscuous girl in my teens and twenties, and now, in my prime, that energy reaches new heights and with a lot more consciousness and wisdom.
I have this amazing purple vibrator I had gotten in my Passion Parties Business Kit a couple years ago. When I had decided to put the business on hold I gave most of the products away to friends, but kept that one to myself.
It is better than the famous pink Rabbit. It doesn't have beads that spin around in one place, but the entire shaft rotates around in small circles; like a stick shift that goes up and down with gears, it moves in a circular direction massaging every wall inside the yoni (the front, back and sides) and it has an additional mini vibrator that sticks out just for massaging the clitoris and the lips. Every girl needs this thing! Until I find a new friend to play with on a regular basis, this will have to do.
Seriously, I've never had this much energy in my life; not that I remember. I'm going to have to commit to dancing Friday nights (except when I have a meetup or date, getting back into athletics, my purple friend and pray for a Daka Lover, or Dakini; NO, not just anyone will do. Perhaps I could write a sex column, like Carrie in Sex in The City, or be like Samantha again and go wild, or perhaps I could start a Group Coaching Monthly Phone Session for Men & Women Sexually Repressed, and coach them to SEXUAL FREEDOM! Maybe I need to pray, more meditation, paint, sing, more writing, maybe I need a miracle, maybe Bellydancing again; maybe something else!
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